I'm never surprised at the people that signup for a MLM and fail. The reason being is their own FEAR of being successful, but it takes work to build a business verus trading your hours for dollars.
Stop, crying and work the business and it may take a couple of years to develop. Melaleuca has an amazing support group from which to learn through training and involvment. So, get involved loss your fear and become successful.
It takes your committment and a desire to WIN! As for the products they are wonderful and it's money you spend monthly anyway just STOP purchasing the inferior stuff.